PIMANDER I-XIV MERCVRII TRISMEGISTI LIBER DE POTESTA TE ET SAPIENTIA DEI PER MARSILIVM FICI NUM TRADVCTVS AD COSMVM MEDICEM. Tu quicunque es: qui haec legis. siue grammaticus: siue orator: seu philosophus: aut theologus: scito. Mercurius Trismegistus sum: quem singulari mea doctrina & theologica: aegypti prius & barbari: mox Christiani antiqui theologici: ingenti stupore attoniti admirati sunt. Quare si me emes: & leges: hoc tibi erit commodi: quod paruo aere comparatus summa re legentem uoluptate: & utilitate afficiam. Cum mea doctrina cuicunque aut mediocriter erudito: aut doctissimo placeat. parce oro: si uerum dicere non pudet: nec piget. Lege modo me: & fatebere non mentitum: sed si semel leges rursum releges: & caeteris consules: ut me emant: & legant. Bene Vale. Argumentum Marsilii Ficini florentini in Librum Mercurii Trismegisti: ad Cosmum Medicem Patriae Patrem. [e]O tempore: quo Moyses natus est: floruit Athlas astrologus Promethei physici frate
When I was growing up, in the morning my dad would meditate. As an adult I know I should clarify: he performed this particular "meditation", or exercise, or... I'm inclined to say "devotion". When I came of age and I was curious enough, I would sit with him for the beginning: "Auuuummmmmmmmmm". Then I would laugh and run away, and decide that my dad's word may be "Aummm" but my word is "Chah-kunnnngggg". Later, perhaps around 1984 after the divorce was put into process and I'd visit dad on weekends, and my ability to sit still on occasion began to develop, at the age of five, up in Sierra Madre Canyon, 81 Vista Circle Dr, in the master bedroom, at the window in the southwest corner of the room, facing westward out the window toward the back yard and the view of the canyon from up there, we would sit - he in front, me behind. The old Chinese dresser to our left, his bed (mattress on floor) to our right - the restroom
(the white bold font is Andrew, the grey italics the students at his house in Hollywood Hills that night ) Just to find out: who has something to tell me about the work of these weeks? You have something. OK. Start this way, then. Tell me. After focusing very hard on dropping the saliva into the Chi, and then bringing it up to the pineal gland, I can't sustain intense pineal gland meditation. I mean after about ten minutes of that it gets almost unbearable, yet during that time of focus, I'm able to get more and more to a point of an unwavering emphasis and focus on the pineal gland, and even though for just a few minutes when I'm done with that I have an immense feeling of satisfaction. Do not bring it back to the pineal gland. You said last week After you ... No. Leave it there. It will go by itself, when the golden light will blend with the white light. But this is far from being the moment. And it must not be pushed. This is a very delicate operation; let t
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